All my lovlies! Oh gosh. No idea where to start, and my brain is super scattered right now, so be patient with this email.
First. BAPTISM. FINALLY BAPTISM. Sister Neliza has been ready for SO LONG. But it was NOT easy going. The day of her interview with President we go to her house at the time we set... and the lock is on the door. As in, waay tawo, no people. Not willing to let this all go so easily we go nextdoor and ask if they saw her leave and they pointed out that her kids shoes were still at the door so she was still home, so we go up to the door and knock and hear her kids inside and her trying to hush them -__- my heart plummets. We tag balay again and she comes to the door, in tears, and literally having a breakdown. We calmly ask her whats wrong, if shes still going to her interview, and she starts yelling all this stuff about how there are way too many obligations, we visit too much, she has no money, its too hard with her kids, her husband isn't supporting her, like seriously breaking my heart. I got the impression that I needed to stay calm and try and talk through it with her, because okay, she is NOT like this. We have been visiting her since I first got to this area and she does so well in lessons, she is up to Mosiah in her reading (which is unheard of here), she loves the gospel and loves bearing her testimony that its true, and I knew all this stuff she was saying was not her at all. So we keep talking with her, apologize if its felt like we took things too fast, or misunderstood her desire to be baptized, and she sits down and gets very quiet, still crying, and I get the impression to bear my testimony to her about her testimony. Weird, but I would've sung a song about monkeys if I felt it would help her. So I tell her that I know she knows this gospel is true. She knows the Book of Mormon is true and she loves reading it and knows it helps her in her life. She knows that she needs to be baptized and become an example to her family. And then I wait quietly, praying praying praying praying.
And she stands up and asks if President is still at the church waiting for us.
*HALLELUJAH CHORUS*
She gets her shoes on, Sister Becerra basically faint in relief, and in a few minutes we're all off to the church. On the way over in the jeep we showed her pictures of our families and tried to keep her from letting any doubts slip in. Once we get to the church, President Lopez and his wife are waiting and President takes her in for her interview. Sitting on the couch waiting was still a little nerve wracking because co-habitation can be tough sometimes and it wasn't a 100% that she would qualify. But I knew that Sister Becerra and I had done all we could to get her there and give her this opportunity. As you saw from President's pictures, she passed :) As we walked across the parking lot at the church she said that she had been so sad that morning and her thoughts had been so dark and that now she was so happy :) We told her thats why we had been so persistent- we knew what all of this would do for her and how crazy happy she would be, how important it was for her and her family.
On Saturday we went back to pick her up for her baptism, still nervous that something could've happened while we hadn't seen her, but we go up to the door and she sees us and yells "IM SO EXCITED" like screamed it hahahahaha, she is so dramatic and crazy, I love it. And happily ever after, she was baptized and confirmed the next day :) I'm so happy for her. Its indescribable the feeling of giving someone that chance at not even just happiness, but bliss. Peace. Empowerment. The chance to use the atonement in their life. The chance to live again with our Heavenly Father and our Savior and families for forever. It feels so good :)
Now the sad news. We got the news last night... Sister Becerra is transferring :( :( :(
I am literally so sad.
These past 3 months with her have FLOWN by.I love her so much. Like, family, she is like my Sera. I have never laughed so much in the past 8 months as when we've been together. And we are the same person. I was hoping so bad to be companions with her for Christmas, just oneeeeee more transfer!! But, Heavenly Father has another plan for us! She will be going to Talisay to the same ward as her best friend from home (so happy for them!!) and I will be getting a short-term missionary (a short-term missionary is someone from here who is planning on serving a mission and wants some experience, they are assigned with a missionary for 2 or so weeks and live missionary life then go back home). I don't know what will happen after those few weeks, I'm thinking that possibly I'll get put with one of the Sisters going home this transfer and then... hopefully... I'll be training Sister Judd :) :) Thats what I'm telling myself anyway haha :) I meet my short-term companion
tomorrow! Pray for me ;)
I love you all!!! I'm going to send pictures now, I loved reading your emails and I'm glad you're all doing so great!! I don't envy the camping hahaha actually, yes, what I wouldn't give to feel cold hahaha. I don't know the plans yet for skyping on Christmas, I'll let you know once they tell us. Also, I guess we'll just do that from Hawaii? Rude ;) Mom, thanks for sending the package!!! I'm so excited!!!!! You are all the bestest ever :) Hope you all have an amazing week! Keep me in your prayers, like I know you always do :)
All my love, Sister Manwaring <3
P.S. Heres some funny stuffz-
One of our less actives, everyone calls her crazy, (she's just normal filippino crazy) and she was like "Sisters, I'm not crazy, everyone calls me crazy but I'm not! You know who IS crazy? People who EAT people. I have never eaten someone, Sisters!" hahahahahahahahahahaha
We had a follow-up lesson with this woman we met the other day and her 20 something son joins in. Drunk as a skunk. We show a picture of prayer and he puts his hands together in a still clap and starts praying, very loudly, and then opens his eyes and says "Shes praying about her child! Shes praying about her child!" then passes out, I think? Then comes back and hears me say "Dios" (God) and says "GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS GOOD." So, that.
Speaking of prayers, fast
Sunday yesterday, right? Yeah, this less active man gets up and we're like thinking "Aw, yeah brother! Good for you!" and he starts off his testimony "My dear Lord in heaven" and literally just starts to pray. Eyes open. Big gestures. Definitely talking to God. Then closes, like a prayer, and goes and sits back down. So close brother! So close!
Babies here love to play with their moms boobs, and moms don't care. We will be teaching and the 4 year old kid is playing with it like a pancake. Which, okay, whatever. But then they try to do it to us. Mmmmmmmm nope. hahahahaha
Aaaaaand thats all I got off the top of my head. Love you!!!!!!!
Just wanted to make sure you knew we were thinking of you. Merry Christmas.
ReplyDeleteI love your blog and for me it has been a missionary tool in and of itself. I love your spirit and good old gumption.